urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:infirmitas infirmitas infirmitas 2007-05-20T07:38:19Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:infirmitas:41440 2007-05-20T07:38:19Z 2007-05-20T07:38:19Z When the long night comes, return to the end of the beginning.<br /><br />Where will you run off too?<br />-&gt; The last place I can remember being naive<br /><br />Where it ended, where it all died. Childhood emancipation.<br /><br />Before I knew. Of God, of hate, of power, of anger, of truth, of love.<br /><br />I've got a meeting with a mountain. A convocation with a waterfall.<br /><br />My life is all numbers and dates now.<br /><br />I want to run to the edge of the world and scream forever. Until the impact of my existence fades, until all world turns to dust, until the stars die.<br /><br />Until time itself dies. Until all that was, is, will be, is shadows.<br /><br />Until the dark in my soul is no longer distinct.